Thursday, May 22, 2008

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Monday, May 12, 2008

Slot Art Festival 2003



I just thought this would be kool like go to something like this..... Wouldn't that just be awesome??? YAY!!!!

Polish Teens

polish teens r freaks and I should know b/c I am one Just watch this video...


Disko kids.. xDD


href="http://vampirefreaks.com/playvideo?v=57408">Majales neasi xDDD


me and lulo singing some polish christmass carol ^^


hahahaha dagje speeltuin JAJA

These crazy teens are like my friends up in Poland they're crazy but I so love my friends. Oh and here is a video I made from the last time I was in Poland and now u can see my crazy friends and family up there in Poland. I LOVE U GUYZ!!!!

polish idol









How Do You Kiss? Quiz

Feisty Kisser

You're ready to knock 'em dead with your kisses (or at least rough them up a little bit).

We know this much about you -- you're an enthusiastic kisser. You'd run a mile for the right kiss, and afterwards you'd still have enough energy in you to squeeze the living breath out of the person you're kissing. While we love your gusto, don't be afraid of playing hard-to-get every now and then. It'll keep your crushes on their toes (and keep their skin relatively bruise-free).

M.A.S.H

You will marry mike.
After a wild honeymoon, you will settle down in Tokio in your fabulous Apartment.
You will have 4 kid(s) together.
The family will zoom around in a hott hott pink VW.
You will spend your days as a Film Maker, and live happily ever after.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

You ask me how I feel
I wish I could just tell you
The tears running down my skin
And while I am fading away
You just stand there and watch
As I begin to tremble with a dark sadness
I may be loud on the outside
I talk, I play
But on the inside...
I lose all hope to pray
God forgotten
The black seeping in
A tribute to death
As I begin to grin
The tears burn away
The sadness no more showing
I kick you down
And run away
Wondering why I did that
I slink into a corner
Alone, depressed...
I think of all the things
I would lose if I just... left
My friends, my family...
Then it hit me
They never cared
They say stuff
But Im still feeling scared
A quick heal is all they wish for
Nothing permanent
Nothing lifelong
They never felt my sadness
They never felt the pain
All they ever felt
Is the need to play their own game
I cant tell anyone
Of the darkness I endured
The pain of knowing you have no one
Being hated by nearly everyone
Tortured by preps
My damaged soul
Is ripped to pieces
In every way imaginable
You ask me how I feel
I wish I could just tell you
The tears running down my skin
And while I am fading away
You just stand there and watch...
So either save me or kill me
Put me out of my misery
Or Ill do it MYSELF.
My friend Mary
Always jokes around about
My 'secret emoness'
It was all a joke
Until now
The tears now run down my skin
Not of just clear
But of red as well
The pain temporarily relieved
Then it all comes back to me in a mad rush
Worse
I cut deeper, deeper
The pain still there
I struggle and fight to get it away
The sadness, the lonliness
All are still there
During the lunch-time
I slip away, un noticed
Slipping through the halls
I look in the mirror
My blood-stained sleeve
Tears running down my face
Razor in hand
I realize how pathetic I look
But I see sadness as well

I am now 17
4 years ago, I looked in this very mirror
I grab my blade
For my last cut
As I die
Nobody ever helped me
Nobody ever cared
I had my large knife in hand
One last tear
One last play
Before I had to go
The end of my days...

Love Poem

You live to love.
You love to give.
You give your love.
Your love is big.
Your big heart smiles.
Your smile is bright.
Your brightness blinds.
You're blind to spite.
You spit at hate.
You hate to cry.
You cry to love.
Your love is fate.
Your fate is real.
You really try.
You try to love.
To love, you'd die.

Crappy Pinkie's Slipknot Star

Monday, May 05, 2008

What If

What if my hair falls out,
And I end up bald as a coot ?
What if I don't make budget,
And he hires a smarter suit ?

What if I get so fat,
I can no longer touch my toes ?
What if my wife left me,
For a younger man she chose ?

What if my boy is gay,
And likes the look of a bum ?
What if my girl is also that way,
And never becomes a Mum ?

What if I saw my doctor ?
And he said "You've got the big C",
And what if I was run over,
Walking out of his surgery ?

What if they pressed the button,
On every mortal soul,
What if there was hell on earth,
When man played his final role ?

What if there is no heaven,
And it's all been a big bluff ?
What if there is a heaven
And I wasn't good enough ?

What if it's all been for nothing,
But to procreate ?
Well, I've had such a lovely time,
I'll just put my trust in fate...

Thursday, May 01, 2008

AJ's Saying

sex, drugs, and rock'n roll

speed, weed, and birth control

life's a bitch and then you die

so fuck the lord and lets get high