College Life @ Home

Ahhh I hate how my dad keeps on barking at me about my studding when I know everything and talk about the things that will be on the test/quizzes. I just want to be able to do things on my own time. He also did this first thing. Like he didn’t say how you or anything are just did you study… you should study more… study, study, study. Then he started to talk about he has to push me because in high school I didn’t get that good of grades Ummm….. He’s that kind of guy who likes to bring up the bad things in the past… I hate that about him…. Sure he might sound/seem nice in front of my friends and stuff but he doesn’t have to bark at me and talk like he’s mad at me. I told him I studied but he doesn’t think I did just because he didn’t see me do it. Oh and also he was barking at the fact that my friend ate some food and she had more than I noticed… just because a few of them where gone doesn’t mean anything…. He’s told me that he doesn’t want to eat them all himself. It’s a little confusing when he offers food to everyone and when I do the same just to be nice he gets pissed at me. I just want to scream and yell and I want to have a weekend were I’m able to be with my friends and totally away from him because he makes you go totally crazy…. I’m kind of jealous that Alex gets to get out and go to college away from the house. He gets to get away from the crazy man…. He can’t ever just be nice to you in the morning. No hi how are you doing.... how you feel….you doing ok…. NOPE!!!!! But w/e I’m just going to go and live my life as best as I can.

College Day 1 8-24-09

Big day for me… I started my first day of college. I have one class… English (the teacher is Asian) I know that’s a shock even for me. I met up with Tim awesome dude. We went to explore the school and see all that we could see there. It was kool. I found the library to be huge as huge could get. All and all things went well…. I found the lunch cafeteria area. That looked awesome. Everything looked awesome…. I’m going to try to find out where I could get an art class. Something small and not at noon until two-ish because I have my English then. But maybe for Tuesday or Thursday I have nothing going on then. Yea I know everyone wants me to get a job but I could get a weekend job or something that would be around those times. Like I could start a job at 4:00 until about 9:00 every other day. That would be awesome. As of how today went I’d have to say it went very well so far. Tim is same old same old with appearance but I think this summer has made him get much more crazy than he use to be… oh well I think that’s what summer does to people… it makes them go CRAZY!!!!!

Milk & Cereal Song (Lyrics)

Milk & Cereal by G Love and Special Sause.

Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
milk and cereal
Cereal and milk

Milk and Cereal
Cereal, Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk, Cereal and MIlk...

I dont want my Wheaties
Give 'em to the needy
Feelin kinda greedy
I keep em for myself (X9)

No Grapenuts for grandma
Mom likes Special K
You cant pinch an inch (X7)
They're magically delicious
Ya can't catch my Lucky Charms*
(pink hearts, yellow moons,blue diamonds, green clovers)
A is for Apple J is for Jack
You step on a crack
Youll break your mother's back
Rice Krispies
Frankenberry
Ooh Boo Berry

Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk (X4)

Milk and Stereo
Stereo Stereo
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
(Cheerio-eo-eo)

In the morning
At your table
Milk and Cereal
Snap Crackle Pop (X7)

Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs (X8)
Trix are for kids! (X10)

In the morning
At your table
(Milk and Cereal)

No Grapenuts for Grandma
Grandma gets a Bran Muffin

Super Aaron

8-16-09

Every 5seconds he asks me about food. I told him already that I didn’t want anything because I already ate half a bag of cheetos. He thinks he knows so much. I’m not hungry because I already ate something. He thinks the printer in my room will work when it won’t. He thinks he could fix the TV by pressing bottoms but he can’t. I want to just be left alone. I want to just be with my bf or my friends that’s it. I want to go away to college and be away from my dad because he thinks he can control me all my life well he can’t. In two years I’m going to have to find an apartment in Down Town Chicago. I need to find myself a roommate soon. I wish my bf could live with me but He wouldn’t be able to nor does his parents want him to be living with me when he turns 18. I wish that everything could just be perfect. Like the fact that I want to gauge my ears and dye my hair and dress this “hardcore” pink punk emo look because I like it. I want to be able to feel free. I want to at least right now not have to be home by 9:00 because I’m 18 not 13, 18. I should be able to at least stay out until 11:00 but if that’s pushing it a bit then at least 10:00. I want to be able to have someone over like my friend Mary without him trying to stay here at home saying he has to babysit us. That just kind of pisses me off because we are old enough to take care of ourselves. AAAHHHHH I want to be able to feel a bit more free. He tells me to grow up but how can I when he won’t let me. I love anime and I know people who are like in their 30s that still love anime. I know what I like and I’m not going to change for anyone. I’m not going to be this fake person just because someone thinks this is how someone should be when they grow up. HA!!!! I’m going to live my life by my rules!!!!

bloody bear

8-14-09

I have the biggest headrace ever and no one cares… my dad takes me to the mall because he doesn’t want me sitting at home doing nothing. I get that I shouldn’t be home all the time sitting on the computer but when my friends want to take me out to go do stuff he doesn’t let me… Alex (my bro) goes out all the time because he’s 20 now. Still that’s not right. So I get he didn’t want me going out because it was too late but w/e so I went with him to the mall. At the mall I wanted to be nice to show him some dinosaur thing and that’s all I wanted to show him. Good done. I don’t know why he followed me around the mall after words. I was just trying to be nice and show him something cool in the mall. After I showed him what I wanted to show him I started to walk off towards too cool (the hello kitty sanrio anime store). Once I turned in to look at around in the store he was like why you going to look at baby stuff. He also said why don’t you just grow up and stop acting like a baby. That’s not the only thing that pissed me off… when we were walking by hottopic some people about my age where wearing stuff kind of punk emo-ish he called them “cartoons” meaning he thought they looked stupid/bad. It hurt my feelings because the stuff they were wearing were stuff I would wear and do wear. So in a way he was making fun of me too even though I don’t think he realized it. On the ride home he was just talking to Michele. She was just trying to help me out by saying he likes to put people down. He was like “yea I do love to put people down and hurt their feelings to… I most like tying Louie to the cage and hitting him over and over again and putting Bella under water. That’s why they listen to me so well because they are afraid of me.” I started lashing out at him and telling him to shut up. I wanted to start swearing at him but I controlled myself of that. I don’t get why he would say that kind of things about the pets because only someone truly psycho would say or do something like that. After I lashed out at him I just sat in the back seat and cried for a little bit… no one seemed to care about it. No one ever seems to care about it when I cry at home. No one at home at least seems to care. I know my friends care about me and seem to care more about my feelings. I just wish that I could have a week or two to be with people that don’t judge me and or make fun of me or even tries to hurt my feelings. That would be just perfect if I could just be with my friends for one whole week or two.

RANDOM PINKIE!!!!!!!

Cupcake Video Love

Whole Video in Silence……Ok it starts off with the camera looking at 2 cupcakes on a paper plate one blue and one pink placed on the grass… it zooms into that all the way…. Then it zooms out looking at Aaron’s face looking deep into my eyes…. Then another shot comes of the two of us holding both hands facing one another while sitting in the grass and looking deep into one another eyes… then a shot of my face shows me smiling a lot… then back to the shot of the two of us… we kiss once and look at one another… then a new shot of us both laying in the grass still looking at one another holding hands still… I smile then look away like as is I was shy… he pulls my face towards him so he could look at me and he smiles big… fades out…. Then u see a shot of me running away from him as he sits there sad and alone… video ends with the blue cupcake missing… fade to black for about 2 seconds then comes back with him grabbing my arm/hand and saying don’t ever leave me and then I hug him…. ok it ends for reals.

Clown Cows

"Aha! You are the one neo, the one that will solve all of our problems. The one that can set fire to clown cows by only imagining it."

What color are you quiz

pretty in pink! your a sweetie and love life. your a mostly happy person and make everyone else around you happy to. a realy great person in general but, is stepped on too much. needs backbone, but you cant help it that your heart is just too big!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON I LOVE U!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY..... I LOVE U AND HOPE UR B-DAY IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Background Idea

it would be something totally pink like bright pink and it would have darker pink paint splatters and some black but on top of that there will be an old fashion TV that inside would have an awesome pic of me and it would say Pinkie's World in it. That's kinda an idea that i want for my home page background.

8-2-09

Ok you guyz know that I’ve gagged my ears until a size 2…. Well lol I must say my dad is kind of slow because he just found out about it two days ago. I’ve had my ears gagged for about 3 months now at this size… this is so funny. I can’t believe it took him this long… my step mom Michele and I were laughing so hard because we both had the same thought… “Took him long enough.” Then again my dad isn’t the brightest star in the sky but heck I still have to live with him. Life is better now… Aaron decided to be truthfully with me finally. He told me he didn’t love me 100% until now because he thought he didn’t know me… I just told him some stuff I’ve never told anyone ever before about myself and he was like idk really touched by that and the love somehow grew. I love that boy with all my heart and soul. I can’t see myself with anyone but him. Oh and yea I told him that and also I told him he’s the one for me. He told me that he loved hearing that but I’m too young to be thinking about that. I do want to someday get married to him but only if he wants me to be his wife… oh and we’ve already talked about kids. At least three now because Aaron wants a boy name Aaron G. Echols the 3rd. He finds that to royal sounding. I find it totally cute that he wants another son named after himself. But at least we will have a girl name October Lee Ann Echols and a boy name Christian Michael Echols. Things will turn out perfect for m in the end… I hope. Lol right now I just can’t wait until he comes home so I can glomp him. Wow I miss him way too much. I’m going crazy working on his b-day gift nonstop and it kind of hurts my hands but whatever. Oh and FYI I just applied at Walgreens for my new job… I want to work there b/c one of my best friends works there. Oh and heck it’s MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$$ I just want to have my own money to buy what I want when I want and to be able to go out more often with my friends and not have to worry so much about money. Lol I so hope I get the job. Everyone readying this pray for me to get this job. Thanks and have an AWESOME day!!!

Pinkie out