Pinkie's Phone Blog5

I like how when I wake up my dad decides yo bitch at me for stupid stuff. Blah blah blah blah BLAH!!!!! When will he leave me alone?!?! Like he wants me yo learn how to clean and wash my own cloths but my 20 year old brother almost21 dosent have to know. Stupid right... Ok I know I should already know how to wash my own cloths but still ever the less he should do his own too. I can't wait I'm getting my cera back today... I'm going to film a video about my life... I'm going to film everything I do even if it's boring because it'd my life and I think people should see my life as it really happens. Yea that's what's going to happen.

Pinkie's Phone Blog4

Note to sel. I'm still hungry and I don't want to leave my room. I'm not tired, I'm not anything but hungry. FYI Lucy duaghter of the devil will be on @ 11:25. I'm out of it... I'm going out of my mind lol. Sleep no want... Food is only what I want and yea. Sorry if this makes no since at all Sorry!!! Pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink pink.... Yup I've gone crazy... Maybe I need sleep now because idk what I'm talking about. SLEEP that's so what I need just that. Well that's prob what I'll do. I'll just sleep on this night lol and maybe I'll eat right before I pass out again.

Pinkie's Phone Blog3

When you're dating someone why do you wish to take all their pain away from them??? When you try that brings you more pain. When you ask someone if they are ok and they respond with a "yea I'm all right" why do you know they are not automaticly??? I'm sorry to say that life isn't always happy like a fairy tail life. People are more than half the time sad or deeply depressed. As much as I would like to say life us so peachy clean it's not. Aaron I worry about you 24seven and it scares me to death what you could do to yourself if you tried. I love you with all my heart and soul. Oh and mark my words that's never ever going to change <3. life is 10000 times better when you around to fill the holes in my lonely heart. OMG now I just wanna cry because I know you're not ok and there is nothing I could do over the phone baby!!! "Cry cry go away don't come back another day." Love....doesn't that song say that "all you need is love. All you need is love love. Love is all you need"? Then why doesn't more people have love in their lives. I think I'm the lucky one to have found someone as awesome as Aaron G. Echols II. Yes, I think he might be the one I'll someday soon I hope (3-4 maybe 5 years) marry. I've thought before in the past that I've found "Mr. Right" but it was just some lie my brain tried to have me believe until I found Aaron. He means more to me than the color PINK and that's saying a whole lot. He's everything toe and more.... Only god really knows how much I care and worry and love this boy. I hope to never loose him ever!!!! I LOVE YOU AARON G. ECHOLS II!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XOXO Pinkie

Pinkie's Phone Blog2

I find it funny that my dad thinks anime is for little kids....he thinks I'm notnormal because I dye my hair pink and like hottopic clothing and I like to stay up late. Really???? Lol you gotta be kidding me. He wants to take me to the Dr. because I like staying up late and because I'm lazy. Wow maybe he is the crazy one. Lol ^___^ this is so uber funny I can't contane myself. He thinks I have problems because I like anime and japanese life style and clothing. He has gone crazy because me of all people think I'm medically crazy or "not" "right". OMG he has a loose screw in his head... All that's wrong with me is I have a learning disability that's all. I don't want to know what goes through his head everyday..... Just the though of that scares me a little. Just a little @>+<@ (lol sour candy face) ok fine I'm a dork too but I like who I am... I'm NORMAL!!!!!! Well as normal as I'll ever be...sadly T.T my dad just needs to learn to accept me for me. Right now I think it will take way too long so if a Dr. can help then maybe why not try. I don't know it might be worth it,don't you think???

Pinkie's Phone Blog1

I should be bored but I'm not... It's weird because Aaron couldn't come over. :( yea if you haven't you sould see the movie Speak....it's a book first. I should draw and color my stuff in thesketch book of mine. I wanna go to an art class asap!!!! I'm dieing @ home doing nothing. Blah blah blah!!!!!!!!!!!!! When dose one know If they are turlly ok??? How do u know if you're really ok??? I don't think one will ever know for real ever. They might like to think they ate but they might not be. Do the pink hair make me more normal or dose it make me more abnormal??? Time could only tell. Ok I'm going insain at home. I wanna be able to get out and see someting other than the walls in my house. Like I wanna be able to go out sit on the floor and film my friends dancing, laughing, running, jumping, or just goofing off. I should get some friends to just go to the mall to sit around and film some crazy fun real life video on Pinkie's friends including herself. I want to be able to show people what I see through my eyes that's my I want to be a film maker. I want to film movies with a real meaning. Something that touches hearts of people. This won't happen any time soon. My so called step mom seems to be freezing me out of her life... Yeathat also not going to happen anytime soon. She is pissed at me and idk y. She is as she thinks dating a man with a family and she thinks she can tell me what to do and bitch about it later bc things aren't going her way. Ok yes you have to see Speak the movie asap!!!!!!!! Yea Michele has been ignoring me for two days..... All I said was " when you're "dating" someone with a family...sometimes you have to spend time with their family too". She just wants to do what she wants to do...she want him to only spend time with her and buy her things no on else. I need a weekend too myself!!!! A weekend to do anything and everything I want to do with my friends. AAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get out and have pure Fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!